Please, please go away...

I'm smiling but you never know am I really smiling?

Each feelings I had for the past few months, I collect them all, treasure them and erased a few of them.  Some were good, some weren't.

Do I like what am I doing now? No and Yes. 

I used to cry a lot when I have a major problem.  But now, I throw them all in my drawing.  My one and only unfinish drawing.  I don't know when will I finish it... Probably until the bad feelings of mine go away?  It will take forever...

Hujung Minggu

suatu ketika dahulu
setiap kali hujung minggu,
saya sangat gembira, sebab saya boleh balik rumah, jumpa mak dan bapak...

kini, setiap kali hujung minggu,
saya gembira, tapi sedih yang melampau sebab saya balik rumah, tapi... saya tak jumpa mak dan bapak
sebab, mereka nun jauh di sana tinggal d bawah bayu...

mungkin ada yang fikir, mengada-ngada... apa-apa la... yang penting saya rindu...