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Wednesday, December 27, 2017

I'm letting him go

I was in love with this guy and I was stupid~ I thought we're getting married end of this year. It was all beautiful and lovely at first I think. Yes it was... Cebause, I'm the only 1 in the relationship showing the effort. The other person did not.

When it all started?
When I'm trying to asked him out with my bros and cuz, he'll give tonnes of excuses. Well, I presumed he is a busy man. He did go out with us for 2 times... I can count how many times we go out. Funny~

When was it getting worse?
I was warded... On April maybe. I don't really remember. He did not put any effort to visit his sick girlfriend at the hospital. He just texted me~ asked how I was doing~ It made me hurt a lot. I did ask him why he didn't visit me? He was busy~ We did end our relationship that month. But, I am a positive person... So I took him back...

When was it start to explode?
He promised to go out with me 1 evening. But, he forgot 😢... He said he didn't remember... That day, my heart was torn into pieces... It wasn't the 1st time he forgot... It was countless. How can you forget? I even asked my colleagues opinion. It seem absurd for a guy to forget a date. I even asked my mother bout it. She seem so disappointed with the guy.

I felt so embarrassed with myself for introducing him to my father. I shouldn't have agreed when he said he want to meet my parents.

I forgive everything that he had done. In time I will heal myself... Just like before.

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