The Transition

Amazed by Islam is one of the most beautiful things happen in our life as a muslim. But only for the people who are following the right path of Islam. Most people nowadays, from my own observation, they’re only Islam as written in their Identity Card (IC) or just following their parents religion.

It’s so displeasing when I see the muslimah is not a muslimah at all. What to do… they’re a normal girl live in an urban city. They have to move on, following the latest fashion & the latest way of life created by some people who they called themselves as “open minded”.

I’m not perfect either… but, from time to time I try to change bit by bit. It all started when I saw myself in front of my bedroom mirror that, how UGLY I am wearing a SHORT SLEEVES T-SHIRT with a ‘tudung’ (hijab). I cried… yes I did.

Thanks to Allah who had awake me from the worst nightmare. After the transition that I made, sometimes, I did think about taking off my ‘tudung’. Syaitan is always around… we’re the one who need to fight it. It’s not easy to stay like this. I have to remind myself that, Allah will get angry & I can’t imagine the punishment I’ll get from Allah.

Please forgive my sins ya Allah… -_-